【lyrics】
Why do you humiliate me?
Why are you ashamed?
Unsatisfied and dissipated desire for self-approval
I hit the lazy bones
You’re a failure like no other
An useless lump of meat and neither a weapon nor an adornment
I don't know tomorrow or yesterday, and what it is now
Before long, it will be enough to bear a pool of blood from myself
My lump of flesh and existence that is taken away at the destination where I ran away
But it's about time
Pieces of wealth flow
I can look back soon, want to see more
It should be satisfied and gather more physically and mentally
Where do my emotions go and how do they spread?
And it should be widely understood
I really knew
but I don't know how to take and end or start
I’m not sure
Thoughts are cut off
I just want to affirm…
I suffer from unanswered answers
No escape, no place to die
Endless self-loss repeated to erase the moment
I recognize because it's foggy
No, I fulfill my unfulfilled wishes
Then soon the tide will change
Justice once again reconsidered spreads
Everything will be noticed soon
Everything is made up of hypocrisy and arrogance
The past and future reformed by deception
I really knew
but I don't know how to accept and end or start
I’m sure that it’s chopped inside
I just want to erase…
May end someday
May continue
Only the endlessly swirling desires to sustain life collide
Just connect life
Personal values are no longer carved
And it all makes sense
So it should be widely spread
I really knew
but I don't know how to accept - no end and suffer
Why was my existence lost?
And now I just know endless torment
credits
released October 28, 2023
Music: Yusuke Kiyama
Lyrics: haruka